To My Precious Bubba Boy on Your Third Year of Life

Today you turn THREE!!! Or as you say fweeee! :) oh my angel boy, I have so much I want to tell you. I should start by telling you a little about the day I found out you were coming. Daddy and I were in disbelief! We cried and hugged each other and had the BIGGEST smiles on our faces. I quickly looked up my due date, and to my utter happiness, saw that you would be an October baby. Autum is my favorite season, so I was overjoyed at having a pumpkin, fall baby. The day you came into this world was so incredible. I remember hearing your cry and seeing your sweet face over the Surgical drapes. I instantly felt love for you and began to weep. I saw your Dad right away. You definitely resembled him a lot in the beginning, but I think I just saw the love that I had for your sweet, wonderful Daddy and I knew that you were created out of the love we shared for each other. While we got to know each other at the hospital it was lightning and thundering BIG TIME! It was a little scary. You of course slept right through, true to your fashion. We drove home in a total downpour, and I was in so much pain from having you and the complications  I had at the end of pregnancy that I gripped the handlebar hard and didn't let go until we were safely parked. I can rememeber in those first weeks (and Dad and I STILL do this now, probably always will) just watching you sleep. We loved how peaceful you looked and how sweet and little you were. You were a fast learner, too fast now that I think of it. Rolling over at just 2 weeks, crawling at 6 months and walking before you were one. You also said Mama, Dada and Baba all by the time you were 6 months. Dr. Clark said he wouldn't have believed it if he hadn't seen it for himself. A true go getter! As time went on, we realized you were Mr. Independent, marching to the beat of your own drum. I love you for that, son. I don't ever want you to conform or to "fit in". I pray that you rise above, as you have done for the past 3 years of your life. I pray over you daily, that you would learn to love Jesus and give your life to him, that you will someday meet a Godly woman who will love you like daddy and I love each other, that you will do what you LOVE and that you would live a life that is full, and healthy, and long. Baby boy, you are so much of the joy that I have in my heart. You taught me how to love like I never knew. You teach me daily how to love others by your servants heart to your brother and to others around you. Yes, this past year I'd say we hit the "terrible twos" and there were times I felt like you were, well, quite the opposite of angelic. But you never failed to bring it full circle and end my day with a big kiss on the lips and a squeezy hug and an "I Love You, mom." I want to end with a few lines from our song, which you now song along with me at night! Big boy, :)

"Come stop your crying it will be alright,
Just take my hand, hold it tight.
I will protect you from all around you
I will be here, don't you cry

For one so small you seem so strong
My arms will hold you, keep you safe and warm
This bond between us can't be broken
I will be here, don't you cry


You'll be in my heart..."

I am so thankful God let me be your mom. You bless my life so much. I can't wait to watch you get older and see what is in store for you, Bubbie! I know it's beyond anything I can even imagine for you. Happy third birthday Angel face. Xoxo

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